13 years ago a profound experience happened one night. This experience led an atheist and severely rebellious 12 year old girl to believe in God and the Savior Jesus Christ. Not only that, but it led to this girl realizing that God had the most loving and tender feelings for her. He had forgiven her for her sins, and He had cleansed her, every wit. She referred to this experience for many many years afterwards as her conversion. She was, after all, a 100% different person and everyone she knew took notice.
Growing up in a predominately LDS community, she believed her experience meant Mormonism was true. It taught of Jesus, and she felt the Spirit--for the first time in her life-- very strongly when doing traditional Mormon things (reading the BoM, praying to Heavenly Father, singing and listening to hymns, partaking of the sacrament, teaching others of Jesus Christ and His atonement, and teaching others of the BoM etc.) She became an avid believer and missionary in the LDS church. She served for years as counselor in Beehives and Miamaids, and finally became the Laurel president. She handed out The Book of Mormon to people out in public places. Her faith was never based on this thing we call a 'church', though. It was always founded upon Jesus Christ. It wasn't for 2 years after her 'conversion' that she learned of Joseph Smith and felt the Spirit burn the truth that this man was a prophet of God into her soul.
After her conversion she always had a very deep and personal relationship with The Lord. Prayer was always her favorite time of day and she was the happiest person she knew because of her relationship to God. Because her relationship with God made her so happy, she was always trying to share her beliefs with others so they could taste of this goodness for themselves.
For years she read Hugh Nibley and watched FARMS lecture videos about ancient scripture. She was an avid student of the gospel Restored by Joseph Smith. She started attending institute at 16 and graduated from institute in 1 1/2 years time. In institute, her favorite teacher taught her the doctrine of the Second Comforter, The Lectures on Faith, about Calling and Election being made sure, and deep lectures about what Faith really was, among other things. The spirit was always intense and exceedingly strong with this humble man and equally strong was the Spirit in the classes.
For years she was a little confused at why many LDS people had little understanding of the spiritual side of the Book of Mormon. There was a deliciousness in the Book of Mormon and she couldn't get enough! One day in YW during scripture sharing moment, she shared Ether 4:7. She said with great enthusiasm, "Do you see what this is saying? We can have everything the Brother of Jared had. We can see the Savior in this life like he did!" It was met by many stares, and put the whole room into an awkward silence. They moved on after several seconds without commenting.
Later in life she got married in the temple and became second counselor of the Relief Society in an Idaho Falls ward building at the age of 22. She had great understanding of the Book of Mormon and taught from the standard works with great zeal. Little by little, she found that her understanding of the gospel differed here and there from the mainstream church.
In 2012 she found a website with folks who had had similar experiences to hers when she was 12. This was referred to as the Baptism by Fire. For YEARS she tried explaining to Stake Presidents, bishops, seminary teachers, college professors at BYUI, and others that inquired of her conversion. None of them ever really had much to say about her experience. Just polite nods and moving the conversation to a different topic. Interesting that the Bap. of Fire that led her into the church was never talked about in the church. BUT IT WAS SUCH A FUNDAMENTAL AND CORE PRINCIPLE TO THE GOSPEL THAT JOSEPH SMITH RESTORED! It was everywhere in the scriptures.
The Lord asked her to attend ALL of Denver Snuffers lectures at the end of 2013, and she made it to 6 out of the 10. In all her years of study, nothing Denver Snuffer taught contradicted what she had learned in her studies. In addition, he opened up the path of revelation even stronger for her during the lectures. She felt well fed and very happy after attending. These things led her into further action.
Denver Snuffer has very little to do with her spiritual journey, and she left the Relief Society presidency before ever hearing his name. However, because Denver Snuffer speaks the words of God much like the prophet Joseph Smith, she feels that she is a part of something much MUCH bigger than her and much much grander than she can comprehend...and that is The Gospel of Jesus Christ.
He is real. The heavens are opened for business, and God wants to have a personal relationship with each of His children. He wants us to realize how close and accessible He is. He wants us to be HAPPY! I don't know any happier message than coming to know God for ourselves and receiving Him in the flesh and not at some future point. The scriptures are delicious and all good fruit produces good fruit.
The idea that the highest will fall the hardest and other like "mormon-isms" produces fear when one looks outside the hierarchy of the church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. With God, we are not afraid, but follow wherever He may lead. The fact of the matter is, are you connecting with heaven? Not your bishop, not your stake president, not your current LDS prophet, but are YOU? If you are not, then maybe you need to try, try again. This earth life isn't about passing our agency and trust into the hands of a man, no matter how godly and righteous he may be. It is about us coming to Him. Nothing else satisfies our spirits. Nothing else deepens our minds. Everything else is superficial and will end after this life is done and over with. Everything else will only bring shallow temporary happiness, being lulled away into a carnal sleep, but will never produce true Joy.
God bless you all, no matter where you stand as far as Denver is concerned. The important thing is where do you stand before God.
I love you all,
--Katy-did
