Last night as I was drifting off to sleep, I don't know what triggered it but I got the most amazing sense of peace, happiness, and comfort. I actually came awake - I was not dreaming, I did not have a vision, and yet I felt such a good benevolent presence. I eventually went to sleep but I slept so amazingly well and although I did wake up a couple of times during the night, that slightly euphoric feeling was with me the entire night. I honestly wondered if I was dying, and if that was what we will feel in Paradise - and I'll admit even though I love my wife and two sons, I was ready and willing to go. If the high you get from drugs approach the feeling, I completely understand how addiction happens. It felt like nothing I have ever experienced.
Anyway, I din;t get any insights, nothing to pass along. I'm not going to say don;t be concerned about what is going on in the world - I think part of the reason we are here is to be concerned and working to help right what is wrong with the world. I guess what I would say is - do what you can do, but at that point don't let your heart be troubled, take JOY in that you are one of the one's chosen to help with the great and marvelous work that is coming.
Wow, I just realized something! My oldest son was stressing big time yesterday, because he was sick for a week, and he is an outstanding student and he was freaking out because he had so much work to do. And I put my arm around him and just said "Do what you can do, do your best, and don't worry about possibly getting a B or a C." And I realize that Heavenly Father may have been doing the same for me last night... :ymhug:
Maybe I get a little too worked up on the "Mitt Romney" and similar topics. Maybe it is best if I do what I can to learn from others, raise a voice of warning where I see the need and then just let it go...continue to discuss where appropriate but the bottom line is, if I ahve delivered the message to the best of my ability, the other person still has the right to accept or reject, and there is nothing to be gained by building up animosity and enmity by hammering away on the same points...I'll try harder to be respectful to those with whom I disagree. I do get angry at what I see as willful ignorance, and that has to stop.
I love you all, even those of you that I have strong disagreements with. I am sorry to Janadele and ChemtrailWatcher for giving offense, and for in some cases being intentionally offensive. I'm not sorry for what I have said, but I am sorry for how I said it.
