A prophecy about my prophecy

[Enoch]

Aka I’m experiencing feelings of regret. I need to say these things.

This is me, regular me, nothing else acting upon me.

I think the most likely scenario is that, what I’ve said, won’t come true. Which is the best result.

This being false then, what ever acts upon me is false and I’ve been lied to and misled.

I feel sorrowful for all the other stuff I’ve posted. Since it comes from the same source - it is mostly likely false.

I’m sorry, really sorry.

I wish right now, that this - had never happened to me. It has been such a strange experience. I think I have wanted and desired to meet God so much that my decisions were wrong.

I’ve tried my best to find God. If all this is untrue - well then, I will keep my beliefs and everything good about the religious/spiritual experience. Which to me are mainly the principles of treating others with kindness, love, dignity and respect, etc. and the rest I’m going to box it up and leave it on a shelf. Most of this stuff I can’t verify, and I really just don’t know. Some of it, I question how useful it actually is.

I guess part of me is tired, I know God is there, I have had a lot of experiences where he saves me in my life, the help always come when I most desperately have needed it.

If I don’t make it to the other side, to God’s presence; I know he can’t say, “hey you didn’t try, you didn’t give, you didn’t believe, you didn’t…” etc..

I can say I tried, I did my best, but you didn’t answer, or maybe you did, and I just don't understand. I can cleanly say - I did all that I could, given my circumstances, given my weaknesses, given all that I know and have.

I have asked for help, I have pleaded to be released from this thing, I have asked for it to be removed and that, even if it was true, I’d rather not be a prophet. Which I'm mostly likely not anyways. I didn’t know it would suck so much.

Just normal all I want is to be normal - no more anxiety or fear, or wondering where I stand with you. Just tell me, I can handle it, if I won’t see you again say it to my soul. I understand my weakness, I know they are big. I’m trying my best to weed them out. I just need a response, the most most simple of things, just to know you’re there.

I know your eye can see all things, I know you are aware of what I’m posting, I’m not trying to be rebellious, I’m just breaking, and I need you. So if somehow you can see this, if somehow you can feel the pains in my soul, I beg you make yourself known to me. Tell me the truth please.

I hate it when you’re gone, I hate to feel your absence. I hate to be so alone. I need your love, I have felt that and it is the most sublime beautiful force. I need you. I hope you know, I realize that, that I’m am nothing, absolutely nothing without you. When you are with me, I can do all things, but when you are gone the pain is so unbearable.

I plead with you my Savior, save me, save my soul, save all that you can, please, there is so much pain in this world. Have mercy upon us dear God, we are so foolish, so blind, so hard headed, and hard hearted… I know you are just, but even then, I just plead temper it, don’t pour it out without measure. I beg of you. And if you can, please make all things right again. Make us remember and love each other as we once did.



End of rant — lol this so sad ~ this is how I feel today,

P.S. If any kind souls listens I ask you pray for me -

[Cruiserdude]

Aka I’m experiencing feelings of regret. I need to say these things.

This is me, regular me, nothing else acting upon me.

I think the most likely scenario is that, what I’ve said, won’t come true. Which is the best result.

This being false then, what ever acts upon me is false and I’ve been lied to and misled.

I feel sorrowful for all the other stuff I’ve posted. Since it comes from the same source - it is mostly likely false.

I’m sorry, really sorry.

I wish right now, that this - had never happened to me. It has been such a strange experience. I think I have wanted and desired to meet God so much that my decisions were wrong.

I’ve tried my best to find God. If all this is untrue - well then, I will keep my beliefs and everything good about the religious/spiritual experience. Which to me are mainly the principles of treating others with kindness, love, dignity and respect, etc. and the rest I’m going to box it up and leave it on a shelf. Most of this stuff I can’t verify, and I really just don’t know. Some of it, I question how useful it actually is.

I guess part of me is tired, I know God is there, I have had a lot of experiences where he saves me in my life, the help always come when I most desperately have needed it.

If I don’t make it to the other side, to God’s presence; I know he can’t say, “hey you didn’t try, you didn’t give, you didn’t believe, you didn’t…” etc..

I can say I tried, I did my best, but you didn’t answer, or maybe you did, and I just don't understand. I can cleanly say - I did all that I could, given my circumstances, given my weaknesses, given all that I know and have.

I have asked for help, I have pleaded to be released from this thing, I have asked for it to be removed and that, even if it was true, I’d rather not be a prophet. Which I'm mostly likely not anyways. I didn’t know it would suck so much.

Just normal all I want is to be normal - no more anxiety or fear, or wondering where I stand with you. Just tell me, I can handle it, if I won’t see you again say it to my soul. I understand my weakness, I know they are big. I’m trying my best to weed them out. I just need a response, the most most simple of things, just to know you’re there.

I know your eye can see all things, I know you are aware of what I’m posting, I’m not trying to be rebellious, I’m just breaking, and I need you. So if somehow you can see this, if somehow you can feel the pains in my soul, I beg you make yourself known to me. Tell me the truth please.

I hate it when you’re gone, I hate to feel your absence. I hate to be so alone. I need your love, I have felt that and it is the most sublime beautiful force. I need you. I hope you know, I realize that, that I’m am nothing, absolutely nothing without you. When you are with me, I can do all things, but when you are gone the pain is so unbearable.

I plead with you my Savior, save me, save my soul, save all that you can, please, there is so much pain in this world. Have mercy upon us dear God, we are so foolish, so blind, so hard headed, and hard hearted… I know you are just, but even then, I just plead temper it, don’t pour it out without measure. I beg of you. And if you can, please make all things right again. Make us remember and love each other as we once did.



End of rant — lol this so sad ~ this is how I feel today,

P.S. If any kind souls listens I ask you pray for me -

You've always shown wholesome and honorable desires, Enoch. I don't doubt that you have a connection with our Master, THE King of kings and THE Lord of lords

[Enoch]

Pray my dear brothers and sisters please pray, pray for all your loved ones, pray for your enemies, pray for this creation. Beg him that our cries may be lifted up to the highest heaven.

[Enoch]

Aka I’m experiencing feelings of regret. I need to say these things.

This is me, regular me, nothing else acting upon me.

I think the most likely scenario is that, what I’ve said, won’t come true. Which is the best result.

This being false then, what ever acts upon me is false and I’ve been lied to and misled.

I feel sorrowful for all the other stuff I’ve posted. Since it comes from the same source - it is mostly likely false.

I’m sorry, really sorry.

I wish right now, that this - had never happened to me. It has been such a strange experience. I think I have wanted and desired to meet God so much that my decisions were wrong.

I’ve tried my best to find God. If all this is untrue - well then, I will keep my beliefs and everything good about the religious/spiritual experience. Which to me are mainly the principles of treating others with kindness, love, dignity and respect, etc. and the rest I’m going to box it up and leave it on a shelf. Most of this stuff I can’t verify, and I really just don’t know. Some of it, I question how useful it actually is.

I guess part of me is tired, I know God is there, I have had a lot of experiences where he saves me in my life, the help always come when I most desperately have needed it.

If I don’t make it to the other side, to God’s presence; I know he can’t say, “hey you didn’t try, you didn’t give, you didn’t believe, you didn’t…” etc..

I can say I tried, I did my best, but you didn’t answer, or maybe you did, and I just don't understand. I can cleanly say - I did all that I could, given my circumstances, given my weaknesses, given all that I know and have.

I have asked for help, I have pleaded to be released from this thing, I have asked for it to be removed and that, even if it was true, I’d rather not be a prophet. Which I'm mostly likely not anyways. I didn’t know it would suck so much.

Just normal all I want is to be normal - no more anxiety or fear, or wondering where I stand with you. Just tell me, I can handle it, if I won’t see you again say it to my soul. I understand my weakness, I know they are big. I’m trying my best to weed them out. I just need a response, the most most simple of things, just to know you’re there.

I know your eye can see all things, I know you are aware of what I’m posting, I’m not trying to be rebellious, I’m just breaking, and I need you. So if somehow you can see this, if somehow you can feel the pains in my soul, I beg you make yourself known to me. Tell me the truth please.

I hate it when you’re gone, I hate to feel your absence. I hate to be so alone. I need your love, I have felt that and it is the most sublime beautiful force. I need you. I hope you know, I realize that, that I’m am nothing, absolutely nothing without you. When you are with me, I can do all things, but when you are gone the pain is so unbearable.

I plead with you my Savior, save me, save my soul, save all that you can, please, there is so much pain in this world. Have mercy upon us dear God, we are so foolish, so blind, so hard headed, and hard hearted… I know you are just, but even then, I just plead temper it, don’t pour it out without measure. I beg of you. And if you can, please make all things right again. Make us remember and love each other as we once did.



End of rant — lol this so sad ~ this is how I feel today,

P.S. If any kind souls listens I ask you pray for me -

You've always shown wholesome and honorable desires, Enoch. I don't doubt that you have a connection with our Master, THE King of kings and THE Lord of lords

Thank you so much for you kind words. I wish that as well....

But today I'd rather it be all false, and that I'm just going a bit bananas. Because I feel some grand unexplainable sorrow upon me, for you and I and ever one else around us...

[Enoch]

Love a little better, love a little more,

tell you children how feel about them, show you wife how much she means to you, tell your father Mother brothers and sisters how special they are. Love your friends remember them.

then pray in love for you enemies, pray for the lost and fallen, and pray for this creation and remember all the things that God has done for you.

Matthew 5
44 But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;

45 That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust.

46 For if ye love them which love you, what reward have ye?

[Enoch]

I was talking to my sister about what I'm experiencing today - and we talked about the flood and the tower of bable - these words came me ~

his anger was stoked

undignified and in pain

he let his fire down

for all the evil in our hearts,

for all the pain we cause each other

for the evil of the world

for love of the darkness over the light

Moses 7
31 how is it thou canst weep?
32 The Lord said unto Enoch: Behold these thy brethren; they are the workmanship of mine own hands, and I gave unto them their knowledge, in the day I created them; and in the Garden of Eden, gave I unto man his agency;
33 And unto thy brethren have I said, and also given commandment, that they should alove one another, and that they should choose me, their Father; but behold, they are without affection, and they hate their own blood;
34 And the afire of mine bindignation is kindled against them; and in my hot displeasure will I send in the floods upon them, for my fierce anger is kindled against them.

[Momma J]

Enoch,

I do not know if this will help you any.... but, I too have been feeling a deep sadness the past few days. We are doing our part by encouraging a true love for our fellow man. yet it becomes increasing difficult to witness the lack of emotions around us. Or even worse, the lack of LOVE in society today.

STAY STRONG.....

[Fred]

I suppose that sometimes it might be as important to know what it is as what it is not. I believed blindly for over 40 years. Then I witnesses a miracle. It changed my life and the life of the person healed. It didn't change anyone else that I know of. Nobody in the church called me a liar, it was after all true and provable. But no one was impressed. Not even members of my family. Ho hum. Do you have anything important to say? I quit talking to my siblings. Twenty, thirty years. One called me after a quarter century of silence and asked me if I might like to come down to his castle and oogle at his opulence. I told him not to hold his breath.

Thing is that whatever happens to you spiritually, is probably for you only. So many people sharing NDEs lately that it is almost a mockery. Investigator suggested the movie "Nefarious" here: viewtopic.php?p=1422800#p1422800 It's worth a watch. Satanic operations. So subtle. Maybe not even perceivable. But very real. In your brain and in your body. If not abated, one can completely lose control of the body they inhabit.

Anyway, I am glad you figured it out in time. Many people have no idea of the power they are dealing with. And yet, some of those same people will mock God's power, which is considerably greater. The movie explains from Lucifer's point of view, the process of getting kicked out.

These are the times when the battle heats up. Some things are learned no other way. I hope the knowledge you learned keeps you safe.

[Enoch]

Enoch,

I do not know if this will help you any.... but, I too have been feeling a deep sadness the past few days. We are doing our part by encouraging a true love for our fellow man. yet it becomes increasing difficult to witness the lack of emotions around us. Or even worse, the lack of LOVE in society today.

STAY STRONG.....

Thank you for your words.

I totally agree, we lack love, we lack kindness, we lack respect for one another, we are to entoiled with the things of this world, we have forgotten why we're here, and darkness, deep darkness has settled upon us -

Moses 7
26 And he beheld Satan; and he had a great achain in his hand, and it veiled the whole face of the earth with bdarkness; and he looked up and claughed, and his dangels rejoiced.

[John Tavner]

This may help - with a change of perspective and a shift in the "why" it can help us latch onto God better- to understand He isn't "gone" even if we don't feel Him. IT isn't about power, it isn't about being seen or "feeling important" those things can lead to deception (and I"m not saying you have experienced that- you are the steward of your own heart, I"m just giving them as examples)


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[Enoch]

I suppose that sometimes it might be as important to know what it is as what it is not. I believed blindly for over 40 years. Then I witnesses a miracle. It changed my life and the life of the person healed. It didn't change anyone else that I know of. Nobody in the church called me a liar, it was after all true and provable. But no one was impressed. Not even members of my family. Ho hum. Do you have anything important to say? I quit talking to my siblings. Twenty, thirty years. One called me after a quarter century of silence and asked me if I might like to come down to his castle and oogle at his opulence. I told him not to hold his breath.

Thing is that whatever happens to you spiritually, is probably for you only. So many people sharing NDEs lately that it is almost a mockery. Investigator suggested the movie "Nefarious" here: viewtopic.php?p=1422800#p1422800 It's worth a watch. Satanic operations. So subtle. Maybe not even perceivable. But very real. In your brain and in your body. If not abated, one can completely lose control of the body they inhabit.

Anyway, I am glad you figured it out in time. Many people have no idea of the power they are dealing with. And yet, some of those same people will mock God's power, which is considerably greater. The movie explains from Lucifer's point of view, the process of getting kicked out.

These are the times when the battle heats up. Some things are learned no other way. I hope the knowledge you learned keeps you safe.

It is hard to love, those hard to love, its the most challenging of things, to try to see others, past their own darkness - I know I have family estranged from me, I wish it were not so ~ I wish I could hold my brother and tell him I love him, tell him I'm sorry for the pains I've caused him, be able to see my nephews and nieces and be a part of their lives ...

but I hope I will some day, when we can clearly see who we are, when the veil that separates our fondest memories of each other gets lifted.... that I can embrace and love them all

[Enoch]

This may help - with a change of perspective and a shift in the "why" it can help us latch onto God better- to understand He isn't "gone" even if we don't feel Him. IT isn't about power, it isn't about being seen or "feeling important" those things can lead to deception (and I"m not saying you have experienced that- you are the steward of your own heart, I"m just giving them as examples)


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thank you, I have enjoyed many of your words, you seem very wise

[Chip]

Aka I’m experiencing feelings of regret. I need to say these things.

This is me, regular me, nothing else acting upon me.

I think the most likely scenario is that, what I’ve said, won’t come true. Which is the best result.

This being false then, what ever acts upon me is false and I’ve been lied to and misled.

I feel sorrowful for all the other stuff I’ve posted. Since it comes from the same source - it is mostly likely false.

I’m sorry, really sorry.

I wish right now, that this - had never happened to me. It has been such a strange experience. I think I have wanted and desired to meet God so much that my decisions were wrong.

I’ve tried my best to find God. If all this is untrue - well then, I will keep my beliefs and everything good about the religious/spiritual experience. Which to me are mainly the principles of treating others with kindness, love, dignity and respect, etc. and the rest I’m going to box it up and leave it on a shelf. Most of this stuff I can’t verify, and I really just don’t know. Some of it, I question how useful it actually is.

I guess part of me is tired, I know God is there, I have had a lot of experiences where he saves me in my life, the help always come when I most desperately have needed it.

If I don’t make it to the other side, to God’s presence; I know he can’t say, “hey you didn’t try, you didn’t give, you didn’t believe, you didn’t…” etc..

I can say I tried, I did my best, but you didn’t answer, or maybe you did, and I just don't understand. I can cleanly say - I did all that I could, given my circumstances, given my weaknesses, given all that I know and have.

I have asked for help, I have pleaded to be released from this thing, I have asked for it to be removed and that, even if it was true, I’d rather not be a prophet. Which I'm mostly likely not anyways. I didn’t know it would suck so much.

Just normal all I want is to be normal - no more anxiety or fear, or wondering where I stand with you. Just tell me, I can handle it, if I won’t see you again say it to my soul. I understand my weakness, I know they are big. I’m trying my best to weed them out. I just need a response, the most most simple of things, just to know you’re there.

I know your eye can see all things, I know you are aware of what I’m posting, I’m not trying to be rebellious, I’m just breaking, and I need you. So if somehow you can see this, if somehow you can feel the pains in my soul, I beg you make yourself known to me. Tell me the truth please.

I hate it when you’re gone, I hate to feel your absence. I hate to be so alone. I need your love, I have felt that and it is the most sublime beautiful force. I need you. I hope you know, I realize that, that I’m am nothing, absolutely nothing without you. When you are with me, I can do all things, but when you are gone the pain is so unbearable.

I plead with you my Savior, save me, save my soul, save all that you can, please, there is so much pain in this world. Have mercy upon us dear God, we are so foolish, so blind, so hard headed, and hard hearted… I know you are just, but even then, I just plead temper it, don’t pour it out without measure. I beg of you. And if you can, please make all things right again. Make us remember and love each other as we once did.



End of rant — lol this so sad ~ this is how I feel today,

P.S. If any kind souls listens I ask you pray for me -

Enoch, there is nothing wrong with you. You are fine because your heart is right, which is what matters to God. You are not alone, in reality.

Please look up "No Time Like The PRESENCE" on YouTube. There, you will understand your circumstance and you'll get HAPPY!

[Arm Chair Quarterback]

Aka I’m experiencing feelings of regret. I need to say these things.

This is me, regular me, nothing else acting upon me.

I think the most likely scenario is that, what I’ve said, won’t come true. Which is the best result.

This being false then, what ever acts upon me is false and I’ve been lied to and misled.

I feel sorrowful for all the other stuff I’ve posted. Since it comes from the same source - it is mostly likely false.

I’m sorry, really sorry.

I wish right now, that this - had never happened to me. It has been such a strange experience. I think I have wanted and desired to meet God so much that my decisions were wrong.

I’ve tried my best to find God. If all this is untrue - well then, I will keep my beliefs and everything good about the religious/spiritual experience. Which to me are mainly the principles of treating others with kindness, love, dignity and respect, etc. and the rest I’m going to box it up and leave it on a shelf. Most of this stuff I can’t verify, and I really just don’t know. Some of it, I question how useful it actually is.

I guess part of me is tired, I know God is there, I have had a lot of experiences where he saves me in my life, the help always come when I most desperately have needed it.

If I don’t make it to the other side, to God’s presence; I know he can’t say, “hey you didn’t try, you didn’t give, you didn’t believe, you didn’t…” etc..

I can say I tried, I did my best, but you didn’t answer, or maybe you did, and I just don't understand. I can cleanly say - I did all that I could, given my circumstances, given my weaknesses, given all that I know and have.

I have asked for help, I have pleaded to be released from this thing, I have asked for it to be removed and that, even if it was true, I’d rather not be a prophet. Which I'm mostly likely not anyways. I didn’t know it would suck so much.

Just normal all I want is to be normal - no more anxiety or fear, or wondering where I stand with you. Just tell me, I can handle it, if I won’t see you again say it to my soul. I understand my weakness, I know they are big. I’m trying my best to weed them out. I just need a response, the most most simple of things, just to know you’re there.

I know your eye can see all things, I know you are aware of what I’m posting, I’m not trying to be rebellious, I’m just breaking, and I need you. So if somehow you can see this, if somehow you can feel the pains in my soul, I beg you make yourself known to me. Tell me the truth please.

I hate it when you’re gone, I hate to feel your absence. I hate to be so alone. I need your love, I have felt that and it is the most sublime beautiful force. I need you. I hope you know, I realize that, that I’m am nothing, absolutely nothing without you. When you are with me, I can do all things, but when you are gone the pain is so unbearable.

I plead with you my Savior, save me, save my soul, save all that you can, please, there is so much pain in this world. Have mercy upon us dear God, we are so foolish, so blind, so hard headed, and hard hearted… I know you are just, but even then, I just plead temper it, don’t pour it out without measure. I beg of you. And if you can, please make all things right again. Make us remember and love each other as we once did.



End of rant — lol this so sad ~ this is how I feel today,

P.S. If any kind souls listens I ask you pray for me -

The fears and insecurities about not being "good enough" is how religious frauds take advantage of people. They come up with promises and rewards in heaven if you just follow them here on earth, or be obedient to their list of rules or duties or pay them money. Most people of faith express some sort of desire to prepare for what comes after this life. However, some people are only mildly concerned about that and others are scared to death. It's that second group that are usually scammed by religious fraud.

The idea of salvation is that you give it your best shot, and Jesus atones for all the trial and error that is part and parcel of you taking your best shots. There is one understanding. You must remain engaged and Jesus will take care of things. Religious fraudsters, on the other hand, offer something different. Something beyond salvation. Something behind simply staying engaged in the investment of our "talents". They offer heavenly rewards with grandiose promises and language with worlds like: rewards without end, and powers, and principalities, but only if you're obedient to their rules which nearly always include some sort of remuneration for their holy efforts.

Fruadsters offer something more than just the salvation of Jesus because salvation doesn't pay. And to make it even more desirable, religious fraudsters will tell you that what they have for you is only for the few who are prepared to receive it. The rest of humanity just isn't ready for what you get if you follow the religious fraudster and do what he tells you to do and pay him what he tells you to pay him.

Don't beat yourself up. The reward will always be yours. Jesus made sure of that. Just make sure you claim your prize which is through Christ.

If you ever find anyone telling you that these secret teachings of Jesus are reserved for those who are ready to receive it, run away as fast as you can. Its nonsense. Every human is ready to receive salvation. Anything more than that is pure religious malarky.

[Enoch]

Aka I’m experiencing feelings of regret. I need to say these things.

This is me, regular me, nothing else acting upon me.

I think the most likely scenario is that, what I’ve said, won’t come true. Which is the best result.

This being false then, what ever acts upon me is false and I’ve been lied to and misled.

I feel sorrowful for all the other stuff I’ve posted. Since it comes from the same source - it is mostly likely false.

I’m sorry, really sorry.

I wish right now, that this - had never happened to me. It has been such a strange experience. I think I have wanted and desired to meet God so much that my decisions were wrong.

I’ve tried my best to find God. If all this is untrue - well then, I will keep my beliefs and everything good about the religious/spiritual experience. Which to me are mainly the principles of treating others with kindness, love, dignity and respect, etc. and the rest I’m going to box it up and leave it on a shelf. Most of this stuff I can’t verify, and I really just don’t know. Some of it, I question how useful it actually is.

I guess part of me is tired, I know God is there, I have had a lot of experiences where he saves me in my life, the help always come when I most desperately have needed it.

If I don’t make it to the other side, to God’s presence; I know he can’t say, “hey you didn’t try, you didn’t give, you didn’t believe, you didn’t…” etc..

I can say I tried, I did my best, but you didn’t answer, or maybe you did, and I just don't understand. I can cleanly say - I did all that I could, given my circumstances, given my weaknesses, given all that I know and have.

I have asked for help, I have pleaded to be released from this thing, I have asked for it to be removed and that, even if it was true, I’d rather not be a prophet. Which I'm mostly likely not anyways. I didn’t know it would suck so much.

Just normal all I want is to be normal - no more anxiety or fear, or wondering where I stand with you. Just tell me, I can handle it, if I won’t see you again say it to my soul. I understand my weakness, I know they are big. I’m trying my best to weed them out. I just need a response, the most most simple of things, just to know you’re there.

I know your eye can see all things, I know you are aware of what I’m posting, I’m not trying to be rebellious, I’m just breaking, and I need you. So if somehow you can see this, if somehow you can feel the pains in my soul, I beg you make yourself known to me. Tell me the truth please.

I hate it when you’re gone, I hate to feel your absence. I hate to be so alone. I need your love, I have felt that and it is the most sublime beautiful force. I need you. I hope you know, I realize that, that I’m am nothing, absolutely nothing without you. When you are with me, I can do all things, but when you are gone the pain is so unbearable.

I plead with you my Savior, save me, save my soul, save all that you can, please, there is so much pain in this world. Have mercy upon us dear God, we are so foolish, so blind, so hard headed, and hard hearted… I know you are just, but even then, I just plead temper it, don’t pour it out without measure. I beg of you. And if you can, please make all things right again. Make us remember and love each other as we once did.



End of rant — lol this so sad ~ this is how I feel today,

P.S. If any kind souls listens I ask you pray for me -

Enoch, there is nothing wrong with you. You are fine because your heart is right, which is what matters to God. You are not alone, in reality.

Please look up "No Time Like The PRESENCE" on YouTube. There, you will understand your circumstance and you'll get HAPPY!

Thank you, I hope you are right ~ I miss him, I miss his face, I miss his gentleness, I miss his love, I miss my God ~

you know all of this doesn't even matter I don't care if I don't get anything, if I am no one and nothing, it doesn't matter to me...

I would be happy just serving God in something he can use, as small as it could be, in whatever would put a smile on his face, whatever would honor him, he has done some much and suffered so deep ~ that to give him a smile would mean everything to me...

[Enoch]

Aka I’m experiencing feelings of regret. I need to say these things.

This is me, regular me, nothing else acting upon me.

I think the most likely scenario is that, what I’ve said, won’t come true. Which is the best result.

This being false then, what ever acts upon me is false and I’ve been lied to and misled.

I feel sorrowful for all the other stuff I’ve posted. Since it comes from the same source - it is mostly likely false.

I’m sorry, really sorry.

I wish right now, that this - had never happened to me. It has been such a strange experience. I think I have wanted and desired to meet God so much that my decisions were wrong.

I’ve tried my best to find God. If all this is untrue - well then, I will keep my beliefs and everything good about the religious/spiritual experience. Which to me are mainly the principles of treating others with kindness, love, dignity and respect, etc. and the rest I’m going to box it up and leave it on a shelf. Most of this stuff I can’t verify, and I really just don’t know. Some of it, I question how useful it actually is.

I guess part of me is tired, I know God is there, I have had a lot of experiences where he saves me in my life, the help always come when I most desperately have needed it.

If I don’t make it to the other side, to God’s presence; I know he can’t say, “hey you didn’t try, you didn’t give, you didn’t believe, you didn’t…” etc..

I can say I tried, I did my best, but you didn’t answer, or maybe you did, and I just don't understand. I can cleanly say - I did all that I could, given my circumstances, given my weaknesses, given all that I know and have.

I have asked for help, I have pleaded to be released from this thing, I have asked for it to be removed and that, even if it was true, I’d rather not be a prophet. Which I'm mostly likely not anyways. I didn’t know it would suck so much.

Just normal all I want is to be normal - no more anxiety or fear, or wondering where I stand with you. Just tell me, I can handle it, if I won’t see you again say it to my soul. I understand my weakness, I know they are big. I’m trying my best to weed them out. I just need a response, the most most simple of things, just to know you’re there.

I know your eye can see all things, I know you are aware of what I’m posting, I’m not trying to be rebellious, I’m just breaking, and I need you. So if somehow you can see this, if somehow you can feel the pains in my soul, I beg you make yourself known to me. Tell me the truth please.

I hate it when you’re gone, I hate to feel your absence. I hate to be so alone. I need your love, I have felt that and it is the most sublime beautiful force. I need you. I hope you know, I realize that, that I’m am nothing, absolutely nothing without you. When you are with me, I can do all things, but when you are gone the pain is so unbearable.

I plead with you my Savior, save me, save my soul, save all that you can, please, there is so much pain in this world. Have mercy upon us dear God, we are so foolish, so blind, so hard headed, and hard hearted… I know you are just, but even then, I just plead temper it, don’t pour it out without measure. I beg of you. And if you can, please make all things right again. Make us remember and love each other as we once did.



End of rant — lol this so sad ~ this is how I feel today,

P.S. If any kind souls listens I ask you pray for me -

The fears and insecurities about not being "good enough" is how religious frauds take advantage of people. They come up with promises and rewards in heaven if you just follow them here on earth, or be obedient to their list of rules or duties or pay them money. Most people of faith express some sort of desire to prepare for what comes after this life. However, some people are only mildly concerned about that and others a scared to death. It's that second group that are usually scammed by religious fraud.

The idea of salvation is that you give it your best shot, and Jesus atones for all the trail and error that takes place while you're taking your best shots. The understanding is that you remain engaged and Jesus will take care of things. Religious fraudsters, on the other hand, offer something different. Something beyond salvation. Something behind simply staying engaged in the investment of our "talents". They offer heavenly rewards with grandiose promises and language with worlds like rewards without end, and powers, and principalities, but only if you're obedient to their rules which nearly always include some sort of remuneration for their holy efforts. Fruadsters offer something more than just the salvation of Jesus because salvation doesn't pay, but something more than salvation has a golden parachute for the fraudster. And to make it even more desirable, religious fraudsters will tell you that what they have for you is only for the few who are prepared to receive it. The rest of humanity just isn't ready for what you get if you follow the religious fraudster and do what he tells you to do and pay him what he tells you to pay him.

Don't beat yourself up. The reward will always be yours. Jesus made sure of that. Just make sure you claim your prize which is through Christ.

If you ever find anyone telling you that these secret teachings of Jesus are reserved for those who are ready to receive it, run away as fast as you can. Its nonsense. Every human is ready to receive salvation. Anything more than that is pure religious malarky.

There is a lot of truth here, Satan has used religion as a way of conning others out of Christ. You can do anything in this world with money, I am the god of this world, what is it you want ---- and what not;

2 Nephi 2
And the way is prepared from the fall of man, and salvation is free. [6] Wherefore, redemption cometh in and through the Holy Messiah; for he is full of grace and truth.

[7] Behold, he offereth himself a sacrifice for sin, to answer the ends of the law, unto all those who have a broken heart and a contrite spirit; and unto none else can the ends of the law be answered.

[8] Wherefore, how great the importance to make these things known unto the inhabitants of the earth, that they may know that there is no flesh that can dwell in the presence of God, save it be through the merits, and mercy, and grace of the Holy Messiah, who layeth down his life according to the flesh, and taketh it again by the power of the Spirit, that he may bring to pass the resurrection of the dead, being the first that should rise.

[Bronco73idi]

Your feelings of sorrowful and lost are signs that you are on the right track, it’s easy to go the wrong way at this time. No one can physically guide you on this journey.

Remember, if it wasn’t for a small remnant, this whole earth would be devoured in fire.

How is 57 doing?

[Enoch]

I think this scripture is apt to describe God's disposition toward us as a whole:


Alma 33
[13] Behold, if ye do, ye must believe what Zenos said; for, behold he said: Thou hast turned away thy judgments because of thy Son.
[16] For behold, he said: Thou art angry, O Lord, with this people, because they will not understand thy mercies which thou hast bestowed upon them because of thy Son.

[Enoch]

Your feelings of sorrowful and lost are signs that you are on the right track, it’s easy to go the wrong way at this time. No one can physically guide you on this journey.

Remember, if it wasn’t for a small remnant, this whole earth would be devoured in fire.

How is 57 doing?

thanks - I hope I am on the right track

I don't know I'm not in contact with them - I left when I felt forced to believe their beliefs - usually benotdeceived chimes in my posts to say that it's just in mind

[BeNotDeceived]

Your feelings of sorrowful and lost are signs that you are on the right track, it’s easy to go the wrong way at this time. No one can physically guide you on this journey.

Remember, if it wasn’t for a small remnant, this whole earth would be devoured in fire.

How is 57 doing?

thanks - I hope I am on the right track

I don't know I'm not in contact with them - I left when I felt forced to believe their beliefs - usually benotdeceived chimes in my posts to say that it's just in mind

Only 8 boarded the Ark.

[Juliet]

Thanks Enoch, your post sounded like a psalm. I know when Jesus prayed, in the Book of Mormon, he would groan. I feel this in your post also. So, I think you are Christlike.

How do we know a revelatory gift is from God or not? If you think about the technology exists, I wonder if the abomination of desolation is going to be the voice of God weapon. I wonder if they will set it up in the temple and people will hear the voice of God in the temple and think it's actually God when it's not. I also think this weapon is already being tested on people in the church.

[Luke]

Everyone at some point will be deceived by false revelations. I certainly have. It’s just part of the process and learning experience.

[Enoch]

Thanks Enoch, your post sounded like a psalm. I know when Jesus prayed, in the Book of Mormon, he would groan. I feel this in your post also. So, I think you are Christlike.

How do we know a revelatory gift is from God or not? If you think about the technology exists, I wonder if the abomination of desolation is going to be the voice of God weapon. I wonder if they will set it up in the temple and people will hear the voice of God in the temple and think it's actually God when it's not. I also think this weapon is already being tested on people in the church.

Thanks for your kind words.

I have wondered about this. It's scary to think about what they could do with technology and the effects it could have. If they can send words or revelatory like experiences. What if they teach good things? I think its kind of like religion/church it can teach a whole lot of good, but still not lead you to Christ.

[Enoch]

Everyone at some point will be deceived by false revelations. I certainly have. It’s just part of the process and learning experience.

Yes this is true, but this experience can come in a spectrum. That's the part that is scary, To what depth can we be led astray? I think its like being in the LDS church, it seemed like that's all that was needed and for a time, security was had - that the path to God was lit, and all you had to do is obey and follow to get back home. Waking up from that experience was harsh, after so much trust was given and so much hope was had. So for me, it's not that simple, it's a painful and difficult experience.

[Juliet]

Thanks Enoch, your post sounded like a psalm. I know when Jesus prayed, in the Book of Mormon, he would groan. I feel this in your post also. So, I think you are Christlike.

How do we know a revelatory gift is from God or not? If you think about the technology exists, I wonder if the abomination of desolation is going to be the voice of God weapon. I wonder if they will set it up in the temple and people will hear the voice of God in the temple and think it's actually God when it's not. I also think this weapon is already being tested on people in the church.

Thanks for your kind words.

I have wondered about this. It's scary to think about what they could do with technology and the effects it could have. If they can send words or revelatory like experiences. What if they teach good things? I think its kind of like religion/church it can teach a whole lot of good, but still not lead you to Christ.

Exactly

One of the things Jesus said is to look at the fruit. With the Holy Spirit, Jesus makes you feel light, that His burden is easy. Whereas the false spirit brings a spirit of oppression, and dare I say, the need to oppress others. For example, one method of oppressing someone is to overly guilt them because of their sins and weaknesses and addictions.

When Moroni cried to Jesus about his weaknesses, Jesus helped him feel better about himself. When Nephi cried to Jesus about his weaknesses, the Holy Spirit strengthened and lifted him. He remembered who gives him strength and he felt lifted up and blessed afterward.