That's probably the only redeeming feature.
I guess I'm sensitive to violence, torture, and cruelty, especially of animals. Can't handle it.
If I knew every evil thing every person has done, does, and will do, I would probably go kill myself in an effort to stop the nightmares and the horror because I've picked up the darkness. I honestly don't know how Jesus could handle it. No wonder he bled from every pore and begged the Father to stop it if it were possible.